__________uncoveringmypast

hvnt updated in days.. maybe even, a week ba.. hehx. oops. been rather busy.. well here goes..

fridae: i went for dental in the morning. was great fun wif sheena, cheeri, heidi and lubna.. hvnt seen them in ages! lolx. aft that i went home, thinking i could do some stuff before gg for band dynamics in church. then as i was practising the piano, my hp beeped. for once, i was actually rmbrd. wondering if it was my mortal or not, i pressed the "read" button. scrutinizing the name at the top, i was expecting to see "mortal". but wat i saw wasnt that.. it was "alyssa".. hey, smth for a change. read the msg, which said "rachel! u lazy bum! you're supposed to be having band dynamics now at the chapel. and everyone is waiting for you!" i panicked. i got into jeans and tee and chiong-ed out of the hse and hailed the first cab i saw.. looking at my hp, i only had 10 mins to reach there. perfect.
i reached the chapel at 345.. grrr. stupid taxi. thank goodness they dint scold me. who were there?.. a, alyssa(my band's drummer), yew na(my band's guitarist), marissa(the extra), roger(drummer), sharul(guitarist, oso my idol. hehx), susan(vocal and keyboard), ching wah(keyboard) and willis(bassist, anuder idol. hehx) it was reallie cool. my band was so embarrassed! i mean, the adult band is reallie gd.. no way can compare with them. (duh?!)
finished band dynamics at arnd 530, then went to the third floor (we were on the fourth) to look for pris, abi and del. so cool. they were having vocal trng.. so cool. i was excited by the thot that brendon and cathy clancy were there!.. so cool.. then we went for dinner at parkway.. went to isetan to get the billabong bag i wanted. and yeah, i got it alright. it rocks! hehX. then went to eat at pastamania. rushed back to the chapel. saw jerald playing guit, sam playing bass (rolls eyes). when i saw cathy, i was like gosh. she's so cool. songs were good. hehX. was prayed for and stuff.. i cried. it was rather overwhelming. aft that, del's dad fetched us home.

saturdae: reached church at arnd 1. met del at the bus stop. walked to daniel hall, and guess who we saw.. we saw dawn the e-diot oredi waiting outside. so irritating. anyway. i caught her using the guy's toilet at daniel hall.. so pervertic. sigh. cant help it. she looks so nerd.. sigh. she's probably desperate.
anyway, i shant talk much abt the band dynamics again.
6pm: started rehearsal wif daryl. i played the bass. (= so cool. got blister. )= hehx. but still, i tink it was gd, overall.. not our fault we screwed at one point. sigh. gonna miss the clancy(s).. sigh.

sundae: was rather boring.. nthg to say. went to healthzone, andas betrayed by aunt?.. sigh.

mondae: played badminton with van.. hahh. shant elaborate.. wait she strangle me. lolX. ask her then.

u can fall frm a tree, u can fall frm the sky, but the best place to fall is to fall in love with me

__________lakersandpistons

LAKERS SUCK!!!


PISTONS ROCK TOTALLY..

__________whenwillthisordealbeover

hmmm. my day todae was pissifying.. super shitty.

woke up with a start. stared at my bedside clock. 9.32am. did some fast mental calculations. shit. i was late for piano class. piano class's at punggol. journey there would take at least an hour. meeting my tchr at 11. i practically flew arnd the house to get ready. dint even eat breakfast.. so hungry.

when i reached punggol. i realized that i was super duper early.. so much for flying out of the hse. went to compasspoint to buy breakfast. (oh no. becoming like van liao) saw this reallie cute guy.. hmmm. he smiled at me. but being the usual dao me, i only nodded back. so dao of me. *shakes head* so guilty now.. *sigh*

left compasspoint at 'rnd 11am.. catherina's hse ish super nice lor! design is super cool.. *dreams* want smth like dat too. *sulks*

went all the way to bugis aft class to get the billabong bag i wanted.. thanks jerald.. ((= but.. the stupid billabong doesnt have the bag i wanted at bugis. shit shit shit.

NBA FINALS... CHAMPS ---> DETROIT PISTONS

__________achingallover

sigh. im down wif the flu...? hope i'll be okay by tmrw. i rmbr during the march hols, i had this 'one-day flu'.. i'll nvr forget. shall recollect then.

met zid at city hall mrt. as usual, she was bloody late. brought guits. to sch to jam before trng.. (= nice. was playing in the foyer, while wearing that red and blue reebok jacket. feeling all warm and cosy in it. then there was a breeze. suddenly, i was all cold. freezing even in the jacket. helped ms tan train jnrs IN THE JACKET.. stan thot i was crazy. then aft a while, i became ok aft soaking in the warm sun.. then it happened.

when trng started, i started to get dizzy, and my head was piercingly painful. i fell to the floor. hugging the jacket, grateful that i had it with me. (thanks smone) went home early cos of it.

at home, i went straight to bed. but instead of slping, i talked to smone on the fone. i guess that got me feeling better. two hours ltr, i was fully recovered. so interesting rite. lolx. a yeahx. thanks pea. my dearest pea.

now im drinking, no, swallowing, this cup of "gan-mao-cha" down. flu tea. wateverrrr. sigh. it tastes horrible. bleahs. anyway.. i miss [her] and my mortal.. badly. i dunnoe why [she] isnt online. miss her so much.

im good im good without you [uh oh]

__________iminadilemma

hmms. jus came home. bleahs. had a fun day at church.. freaky though, wat gel can do to ur hair. hmm.

reached church at 'round 5. met alyssa at Dhall.. saw ben, lemuel, sam and seth havin' rehearsal. while we were thinking if we shud attend youth svc. sadly, we decided to pon cos of jerr.. *sigh* rehearsal started at 530. i dunnoe y pastor dont let me or alyssa play.. she jus had to ask this priscilla person to play.. i dont tink she's reallie gd. (no offence) but, i dont hear anything frm the keyboard.. and i got stuck wif the strapless bass.. bleah. its kinda heavy.. wonder how lemuel stands it. hehx. sad. but if itz her first time, she's not too bad. but i dont like the fact that if she doesnt noe how to play a certain part, she doesnt play at all. i mean, at least try lah.. *rolls eyes*

went for dinner half an hour ltr.. bought a small tub of gel to play arnd wif alyssa's hair. anyway, it was a disaster. hahh. she was scolding me that i dint have skill.. sheesh lah. how wud i noe how to style short hair when i dont even have short hair.. that set me thinking.. maybe i should cut my hair short. short enuff to spike it. maybe smth like cynthia koh's. hehx. tink itz nice. been asking arnd for opinions.. but obviously everyone tinks i shouldnt.. sigh.

alyssa had her revenge. she used half the tub of gel onto my head.. -_-" half the tub!!!! she turned me into some kind of freak head. she meant it to be like braids all over my head, but held together by instead of rubber bands, gel. so i was walking arnd marine parade as if i was under the rain. everyone was looking at me lor.

washed it off aft cell. in the sink. think i choked up the sink though. who cares?.. went home while hair was still wet. alyssa abandoned me.

oh well. question of the day.. should i cut my hair short enuf to spike it?.. leave comments please.. click on the comments thing, beside my name.. below there. *points down*

__________fatehasbroughtustogether

i lurve my new blog temp, thanks to my aunt! (= kae.. she aint that old.. 17 this year..? mm hmm. so prouda her. (= thanks penny! *hugs* the pic's a little blurred but nvm.. think shes gna help me fix it. hehx. thankew.. (=

had fun ytdae. i tink van did too. lolx. had math rem again in the morning.. met van at my hse there the bus stop. she was like, damn early.. bleah. make me feel sho guilty sia. hmmm. she was looking at my bdae card. [thanks to my dar for it!] she was laughing at it cos it lookd sho farnie.. lolx. it reallie does.. but cute. *laughs* anyway, we reached sch early. arnd 1040am. so we decided to have breakfast at caltex first. #diao# i mean, wat can u eat there except for cup noodles.. so sad. no choice. so had to settle for that.

when we went up to class, stacy came running to us. she told us that yagnya was wearing orange ankle socks. #diao# imagine!.. sheeshness. honestly. i reallie cant stand her. so pissifying!!.. -_-" grrrx. hate her to bits. but at least im learning how to shut up, and not to talk to her at all. bleahs. dunnoe wat to do abt her liao. sadly. miss yeo was super cartoon lor.. aniwae.. we were supposed to have a self evaluation test. i wonder wat happened to it. hehx

aft math, van and i rushed down to the beach. she had some prefect thing to attend.. i was meeting eewee, alyssa and the others there to play. hehx. i dint noe zhen hao was gg too. they were playing soccer when i arrived. eewee bot lunch for us.. rice. -rolls eyes- where got pple eat rice at the seaside one? lolx. cute lah she. then after a while, they got bored of playing soccer. so alyssa and i went into the sea. mmm. it was reallie nice. (= so long nvr go into the sea liao. we spent 10 mins arguing if we shud take off our shirt or not. so lame rite. then we decided to take it off lor. pink and grey. eewee kept wanting to take pics of us lor.. #diao# sho farnie. anyway. marissa found a dead fish in the water and took it up to bury it. then she found a dead rat in the sea as well??!!!?? the rat was all blue and bloated.. eeyer!.. i was sho grossed out. bleahs.

then, we started to build sand castles.. our (alyssa and me) castle was a disaster.. we had to hand it to marissa and annabelle. they were damn good lor. zhen hao say they got skill.. haish. so sad. marissa said that she was building a Jurassic Park estate. so pro. then alyssa and i dug underground towards each other until we felt each others hand.. lol. undergrnd tunnel. more like an underpass. marissa saw it, and she decided to call ours the MRT.. -_-" then she linked the Jurassic Park estate to the MRT.. lolx. cute lah she. in the estate, she dug a swimming pool. has anyone heard of a swimming pool in a Jurassic Park estate?? shes damn cute lor. hahhs. she built a soccer field as well.. noeing her, she loves soccer. cute.

they left arnd 530 while i waited for van. then we cabbed home. when i reached hm, i realized that my cheeks were red.. nice.

this love has taken its toll on me
she said good bye too many times before.
Her heart is breaking in front of me
i have no choice cos' i won't say goodbye anymore

__________afterthoughts

hmm. two days aft my bdae liao. shall update on wat happened ba. hmmm?

mondae: bleahs. spent the morning at home. was so bored.. super tired too.. then went out to plaza sing in the aftnn wif my mum. ate at cafe cartel. had a waffle ice cream. //yummy// *tinks of it* bleah. bought a new top. blue spags. reallie nice. (= nthg much though..

tuesday: went to sch for math in the morning.. when i was oredi near sch, vanessa the clown was still at tiong bahru plaza buying breakfast.. -_-" she was five mins late. anyway. i wanted to wait for her at her busstop.. but guess who i saw on the way?.. yeo. down on luck man.. out of all pple, mus see yeo.. then i couldnt bluff her and say i hvnt arrived yet rite.. so had no choice but to go up to class first.. then yeo came. *sigh* had math rem. during math, yinqi asked me for her present (as usual).. she said "where's my present?" and shot back "where's mine?" guess wat she said?.. "ur bdae over oredi meh?..." gawd. so irritating.. no sincerity at all, if u get wat i mean.. grrX. sigh. oh. and thanks to naad and hid for the present and card.. reallie nice. (= ummm. then went hm. met del and pris at plaza sing again.. bleah. watched potter. it was a reallie good show. stupid pauny thot otherwise. nthg much aft that..

the water's rising and i'm slipping under. i think i fell in love with the 8th world wonder

__________thankews [parttwo]

hmms. last hour of my bdae.. got loads of wishes. (= birthdays are reallie great, arent they? so there.

thanks to...:

my dear kor, jonathan/jt - thanks for the wishes.. and even jus rmbring my bdae. *smiles*
my first crush ever, alvin (pcps 6b girls, u noe who he is yeah.) - im impressed sia.. aft so many years, u still rmbr. (= maybe itz cos we have the same bdae.
simone! my beloved pea.. hehx - thanks for rmbring.. and thanks for "watever-you-are-gg-to-give-me". hehx. (=
penny a.k.a wei - thankew for the wishes (=
my maes, delphne and pris - thanks for gg out wif me to catch potter ytdae.. thanks for the pressies! (and the one u forgot to bring, del)
to my sis, denise a.k.a. pauny - thanks for the pic msg of spongebob.. i dont care who was the first to wish seth. hehx.
shermin, my daughter ? - hehx. thanks. (=
to our studious class prefect, stacy!! - thankew dearie. *grins*
to my stupid best fren, vanessa again.. - crazy lah u.. die die osho want a piece of my bdae cake.. im gna smash it rite into ur face! hahah!
alyssa, my bandmate a.k.a. da drummer - thanks for the wishes too.. i love you! ((=
my cute kor, seth! another drummer.. - thanks too.. we have the same bdae. hehx.
jocey and stan - my teammates who wished me.. love you both lots. *hugs*
and finally, to our dearest tchr, miss tan a.k.a. HOTTIE!! thankew so so much.. (= *hugs* love you hottie. ((=

__________thankews [partone]

heyx everyone. in this entry, i want to thank ppl for wishing me happy bdae?.. in case i dint thank them.. hehx

thanks to... :

eewee - for the cake and the treat at pastamania
my band - for the wishes and asking me to keep that secret.
charissa chng and co. - for the wishes, bdae song and have a safe trip in cambodia. u guys rock.
daryl - who wished me first. love you. *muacks*
mr low a.k.a. master - who wished me first on my bdae itself, at 12am sharp (=
nerIx a.k.a. my cute wai po - who wished me 2nd.. wif a hug. hahh. FYI, nobody hugged me on my bdae yet. hehx. thanks for being there for me, always.
nadiah darling - third.. she came online jus to get my no to sms me.. sweet girl.
my beloved kor, charles - sorrie for not gg wif u to watch POA.. )= thanks anyway. *hugs*
my dearest mortal - thanks for the wallet.. (=
jt - thanks for the wishes..
yixiu, amanda and alas - thanks for the wishes too.. cant believe u guys rmbrd. hehx.
vanessa, the cartoon - thanks for the photo frame. and ur constant nagging to pack my table, file my work etc. and for also chking my email when i cant go online for days. thanks for also being there for me. too. (= most of all, please stop flicking ur shoelaces at me. thanks. *grins*
jerald a.k.a. the milo king - for crapping wif me abt dawn, and for offering me a milo tin for my bdae. lolx.

.... to be continued

__________tiredout

hvnt updated in three days ba. shall start frm fridae nite.

fridae: went for rehearsal at 330.. thot i was earlie, until i saw alyssa and marissa oredi there. grrr. ahakz. then waited for aaron and shenna to cme. played bass during rehearsal. but so much for practising. dint get to play bass at all.. played guit on saturdae nite and keyboard for todae. fun. but got blister on finger.. ))= hmms. crapped alot during rehearsal.. came up wif a farnie version for the song "use me".. eewee laughed so hard. aaron was super cartoon.. he and shenna played 'majulah singapura'.. then delphne called eewee's hp and marissa picked it up.. marissa told del wrong number.. and she actually said sorry, and put down the fone sia.. so moronic! laughed all the way in ada's mum's car to indor stadium for the hillsongs concert. it was reall good. *looks at charlene* hehx. kae im mean. d= but it was reallie reallie good. (=

saturdae: had tuition at 330.. math. bleahx. not too bad.. but one hour on graphs?.. brain can burst sia. S= surprised it dint. got locked out of youth svc cosh of holy communion.. *rolls eyes* 2nd time in a row liao.. fed up, i went to daniel hall straight to rehearse.. practise guit. realises im not too good at it. haishh. tink i got a call frm jerr to go back to svc?.. but i refused to answer it. hehx. ooppss. started at 730.. was quite fun lah. but wasnt exciting.. untill....... saw zoe. shes gg to toronto to study. cool.

sundae: arrived at daniel hall at 726am.. thot i was late summore. i was the earliest lorx.. errs.. sadly. aft first svc, i realized how exciting sat nite svcs are. i mean, ask alyssa or marissa.. at least the worship leader ish like, so much better.. *minus daryl chan* sheesh. that one extra sia. S= del cant stand him. and everyone hates dawn. i dont care if she sees this.. she oughts to noe. even zhen hao was "frank".. :p hehx. cute. aft first svc, we went to macs and gobbled breakfast down reallie fast.. within half an hour, i finished one hotcake set.. hmm. was so full when we got back. aft 2nd svc, went to the beach wif eewee.. on the way there, they found out that it was my bdae tmrw, and asked me not to tell rachel (who is me) that they were buying a cake for her.. *rolls eyes* -_-" but cute. (= the cake was nice.. marissa thot my fave fruit was coconut. errm. got myself wet, then went back for third svc. third svc was even worse. then went to eat at pastamania. eewee treated me and 'lyssa.. lalala. so fun. *yawns* kae gg off liao. dunoe when i can cme back on. my bdae's tmrw!.. counting down?.. was born at 1am. hehx. sadly, tink im gna be at hm the whole of tmrw cosh mum's down wif the flu. *whacks the flu virus* //pronounces virus as vee-roos// hahh. hmmm. there there. ta.

sometimes i run, sometimes i hide, sometimes im scared of you..
now all i really want is to hold you tight, treat you right, be with you day and night..
baby, all i need is time

__________umakemylifeworthliving

first things first. i would like to apologize to [her] for 'yuan wang' [her]. hope things will be alrite again. and if [she] reads this, i want [her] to noe that i wont stop believing in [her], and that i trust [her] fully. though i noe [she] wont share anything wif me. oh well.

went out wif van and yixiu ytdae.. van was sho lame.. dyed her hair orange wor~ but couldnt see anything.. anyway. she dyed her hair for a purpose.. (u will find out ltr) cartoon sia.

yixiu and i met at somerset mrt station at 12.. our dearest vanessa was, err, 15 mins late. according to her 'motto', pple must wait for her.. kao lah.. grrr. while waiting, i was 'stalked' by this guy who wanted me to donate $$ to this stupid thing.. i was on the fone, he still wait. wat the fuck lah. grrr. cost me $5 to get rid of that ass.. *sigh* still feel sorry for my cash. poor me had 5 bucks less to spend. thanks to van, who was late.

when she finally came, we walked to 7-11.. i thot for wat.. and guess wat?.. our darling vanessa wanted to buy twisties, but there was no contest for that twisties, so we had to walk to anuder 7-11 to look for one WITH the contest.. *rolls eyes* walked to cineleisure to buy tix for shrek II. then went to eat at yoshinoya.. -_-" stupid vanessa bought the salmon bowl, but dint want the vegetables. immediately, everything came to my bowl.. *she says hi btw* im on the fone wif her now. lalala. then we bickered non-stop there.. yixiu look at us, like so blur lidat. she was like, *sigh*.. she was asking us why we lidat one.. lol. so cute sia.

then we went walking arnd cineleisure. went to take neoprint, but did not take in the end, mainly cosh we were too impatient. hahhs. so we went to walk arnd. went to this shop called 'more than words'. shall skip the details.

we went to the cinema. the ads came on.. then during the one showing Ronaldo etc. playing football, before the game starts.. yeah that one. vanessa nvr ever saw the full ad before. so when she saw it, she laughed so loudly that everyone turned to stare at her. so malu-ating..!! haish. then, her fone just had to ring. luckily she rmbrd to put it on silent mode.. if not.. *shuts eyes* i dont even dare to tink.

the show was quite good, veri funny.. the cat's sho cute.. the big round eyes.. lol cute sia. vanessa laughed so hard. the ending song was livin' la vida loca...? farnie lah.

we went bowling after that. van went round the whole bowling alley to look for a 6-pound bowling ball.. a reallie small boy used 6 pound.. vanessa ish sho lousy. scored 0 for three consecutive frames.. yixiu and i found it veri funny. nearly fell off my chair. but all our scores like shit.. maybe its cosh veri long nvr bowl le. vanessa was so embarrassed at herself that she was so thankful she dyed her hair.. so that nobody cud recognize her. :p

we walked to lido.. vanessa walked arnd the whole place just to buy stuff for her mum.. everywhere she went, she would call her mum and ask. "mum, now im at XXXX, do you need anything??" gosh. yixiu and i were bored to tears.. seriously speaking, vanessa makes a reallie good housewife..

left orchard at 6++.. had a fun day, but wasted time following vanessa in circles arnd the supermarts.. *rolls eyes*

talked to my darling lao gong before slping.. i cant believe he wrote this poem thingy for me.. so sweet.
tho all seems surreal,
it aint tat bad afterall.
she makes mi smile,
bringin all da warm 2 mi.

a lil short poem,
should not be so difficult.
but as i write this short poem,
i cant seem to find a word best fer her.

takin things too seriousli,
aint good sometimes.
but she seems to make mi believe,
the best is yet to be.........


cute lah.. (= *hugs* all the best for ur rugby game todae, kaex?.. i love you..

gg to do some stuff now.. got rehearsal ltr at TC.. playing guit for TC on saturdae (730pm) and sundae (9-1).. (= yays. lurve the guit. lurve u more.

when there is love, there is miracle - nerIx